I really feel as if my friends only use me at this point. I know for a fact that I just annoy the shit out of them and it kinda sucks. Actually it really sucks. Especially now when I need them the most and their help but oh well. It just sucks not bein good enough for anyone and putting yourself before others and it just made me hurt so much more in the long run.

"I’m really afraid to feel happy, because it never lasts."
- Andy Warhol (via acrylicalchemy)

(via defriending)